I Never Saw It Coming

I Never Saw It Coming

Her words—
“We must ‘master’…”
Master what?

Just when I think
(there’s a scary phenomenon)
THINK—
I’m done thinking.

I know when I believe
I have mastered something
I am pushed to the edge—
the edge of a cliff
and I leap.
I free fly
mindful of ALL
I have trusted—
GONE.

What from the initial beginnings
was birthed,
I NEVER saw coming.

Now—I am in the womb
AGAIN!
Nicodemus asked,
“Can I return into my mother’s
womb and be reborn?”

I can emphatically
say…YES.

I’m swimming
in embryonic fluids.
I’m growing,
developing
AGAIN.

Though my eyes are closed,
they are so
open to
becoming.

What will be?

I never saw
what was to come so
I’ll simply
be for now.

The ONLY thing
I must do
is ‘nothing.’
Yes, nothing.

There
I’ll begin
to master

who  I AM.