When I Despair…
When I Despair…
When I Despair…
I go out beneath
an infinite sea of blue sky
—and plunge in.
When I Despair…
my arms begin to stroke
the clouds, using them to
carry me on, and on, and on.
When I Despair…
I lie down in green meadows.
I become a ‘blade’ alongside many
—not a blade cutting
but, one holding a drop
on its head
—a balm for my parched
dry lips.
When I Despair…
tears form
—white caps rush over my
salty cheeks.
Unstoppable, I can barely see
my breath. I keep returning
to the surface
to take in another cup of air.
When I Despair…
I lay my head down
—birds begin to sing
—their chorus, my lament.
Creatures bring gathered twigs,
pines, rocks to bury the One
whose hand I gently let-go.
Persons, near & far have reached
for me and continue to.
In my Despair…
I have never been alone.
Now, the shade
is pulling itself down.
I seek the comfort of despair
and the wisdom it imparts.
I choose to be alone
under a ceiling of stars—
my hands raised.
Despair has become a new friend…
JOY as a ‘planet’ shoots
across the sky.
Goodbye dad…
You’ll truly never be gone.
I’ll sing with you beneath
the Moon.
You’re in Heaven~~~EVERYWHERE.
In Loving Memory of Joseph Mattucci
A Hero, A Good Man, my dad
December 24, 1931 – July 22, 2020
I don’t know how I missed this one, Sandy. As I was reading it, I was seeing it “happen” in my mind’s eye. It is a beautiful expression of your feelings, one that I can very much relate to,…wrap yourself up in memories, good memories,…let them “hug” you in their warmth.
I knew you could ‘relate’ to every word…thank you!